Thursday, November 23, 2006
SOLITUDE
Sitting in my room alone
Wrapped warmly in a quilt
Cold wind blowing outside my window
Feeling not a pang of guilt
For needing solitude
There is a certain feel of comfort
With a loved one so close by
But that feeling is not near enough
When unable to see eye to eye
And needing solitude
Our dreams were quickly shattered
Hopes of a future are no more
Time we spent mere memories
Grieving felt to the very core
And needing solitude
Solitude for peace of mind
Time alone to heal
We lost so much in so little time
But our friendship remains strong & real
Now & in our solitude
I never expected my life to be in such a mess! Time goes by
as fast as lightning! I miss India( not exactly India but my relatives and
my motherland). I am currently a Singaporean due to circumstances but
I will never forget India! What I am saying may not be related to the poem,
But it is all different form of expressions of my feeling!!! You may noy understand
a word I am writing but as long as I can understand myself. It is a GREAT MIRACLE!!!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Special Friend
All I ever wanted
Was a friend
Not just any friend
A special friend
You were more than
A friend to me
You just had to blow it
With a mouthful of lies
Since then you've become
Nothing to me
Just another person on
My list to ignore
All I ever wanted
Was a friend
Not just any friend
A special friend
I couldn't trust you
With my words
For you would just
Tell me off
I couldn't trust you
With myself
I knew you would
Hurt it
All I ever wanted
Was a friend
Not just any friend
A special friend
I want a special friend! I do have loads of frends.
I want them to know that each one of them is
EXTREMELY special to me! SO if u think I never bothered
bout you, u never knew that I always thought bout you!!!
TAG please!!! My tagboard is literally EMPTY!
So please write SOMETHING!
P.S : I miss Isadora too!!! Haha...
My endless journey...
I am fed up with dreams of my future
I want reality in my life with love
Looking forward to end my troubles
But life seems to be a endless journey
I want to drift through eternity
I want to see the light that brightens me
Looking forward to end my fear
But life seems to be a endless journey
I want to bury my worries forever
I want to draw the power from my soul
Looking forward to end my tears
But life seems to be a endless journey
Indeed, we do not want to deceive ourselves with words; we want to start from what we have, right where we are, with our cloddy shoes and the little ray of sunshine on the good days; such is our simple hearted faith. We see that the world around us is not so great, and we aspire for it to change, but we have become wary of universal panaceas, of movements, parties, and theories. So we will begin at square one, with ourselves such as we are; it isn't much, but it's all we have. We will try to change this little bit of world before setting out to save the other. And perhaps this isn't such a foolish idea after all; for who knows whether changing the one is not the most effective way of changing the other?
I am an average teenager who wants to enjoy life. I have expressed the changes in my life through a poem.
Changes In My Life
Life is so different now, Nothing like it used to be
Everything is so much better, Or at least everything dear to me
Life still has its ups and downs, but all in all I’m happy
When was the last time I was truly joyful, like the way I’ve been feeling lately?
So many things have improved, In many areas of my life
Although there are still some things, That tear me up inside
I never thought I would feel, The way that I do now
With no reason to be mad at the world
Amazing, I made it somehow
But when I think about certain things, I can’t help but want to cry
Because of all these broken friendships, That really were all just a lie
What happened to the good times, And all the fun we had?
I feel I must have meant nothing to you, Which makes me incredibly sad
But still, I have my real friends now, Whom I hope will never forsake me
And I can tell which friends are true, And I hope that they always will be
I can’t bear to think of the future, Where these strong friendships are likely to break
But yet I long for the future, And the wonderful life I will make
I pray that my dearest relationships, Will somehow survive the years
And that I will always have those true friends, Who are much more than just my peers
That is the end of my poem. I know we are living in the modern world but it does not necessarily have to stressful. I am sure many of us are depressed. Either by co-curricular activities or by our school work. I am definite that we can create a world where there is more peace and harmony.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Yesterday I went for this debate! it was quite captivating! It helped me for my DUMB tamil magazine! My homework is almost finished! I promised my mom that I would finish my homework mountain by november!!!. I miss school! esp my frends: roopy, charice, jackie, ru ri, celeste, shruthi!!!I remember all the lame jokes and clowny things shruthi used to do!! I wanna paint my nails cuz they are quite cool!
This is a pretty eye huh?
Wadeva! I am in a total mess in homework!
Gayya and Shruthi are happily enjoying their holidays in INDIA!
I so envy them [BADLY:(((]
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
I am actually banned from surfing the net!!! Aniwae who cares... Gayya went to India yesterdae. I so envy her because I badly wanna go India! There are so many things to do there rather than attending useless thanksgiving services!
Monday, November 13, 2006
Well I'm bac! I badly wanna go overseas! I hate looking at the same four walls everydae...Hmm let me post some pics,
that the indian colony excluding glenda and charice! The pic is too crowded!!
Anyway I so totally miss oneEone! When I was stepping out of the school gate on the last day of school, all the moments I was in oneEone flashed across my mind. My heart was crying for the memories to return! Life is such a fast paced racer! 
Thats my favourite movie!!!
I know the hero is irresistable...
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Hey I am so glad I've got a new blog! All thanks to JEDIDAH and ISADORA! They helped me through all this complicated junk!!! Thank you gals!!!
Hmm.. Finally, I can post wadeva I want! So cool! Maybe in the next post, I will post more! I have to rush now cuz I am going to watch movie now( some crappy movie) I guess its gonna be quite lame! Aniwae, look out for my next post! I will post some pics too!
